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...Fake Smiles...
by Emotion_Sickness
Age: 23  Sex: F

308 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Drunk, Once Again + pics 22/01/2006 04:58 GMT
2 One of the Best nights ever...+ Pics 20/01/2006 07:09 GMT
3 About Me 18/01/2006 01:32 GMT
4 Today I felt myself smile 17/01/2006 04:15 GMT
5 A New Beginning 16/01/2006 15:17 GMT
6 Im back After 2 months Break 07/04/2005 03:18 GMT
7 Im Still Here 07/03/2005 02:20 GMT
8 Why Cant i Let Him Go 08/02/2005 09:22 GMT
9 ...Why Cant Things be Easy? 28/01/2005 11:37 GMT
10 My Chemical Romance/TBS gig 26/01/2005 12:49 GMT
11 Reflective-ness-ism! 24/01/2005 12:45 GMT
12 Update...I got him Back xx 21/01/2005 15:32 GMT
13 over 30/12/2004 10:11 GMT
14 Xmas Sucks 24/12/2004 10:55 GMT
15 ...Sleep deprivation, alcohol and tears-My weekend 14/12/2004 10:22 GMT
16 Random Thoughts 08/12/2004 04:27 GMT
17 ......to every broken heart in here 07/12/2004 08:52 GMT
18 My Weekend / Siobhann 30/11/2004 14:11 GMT
19 My night with Gary 26/11/2004 08:33 GMT
20 Gary 24/11/2004 11:52 GMT
21 Using Her 19/11/2004 08:49 GMT
22 The Society we live in 18/11/2004 09:00 GMT
23 I Feel Alone 17/11/2004 09:52 GMT
24 Lost Prophets Concert! 15/11/2004 10:03 GMT
25 Mum in Hospital 12/11/2004 08:35 GMT
26 Last Night 28/10/2004 11:58 GMT
27 Another Sleepless Night 27/10/2004 09:12 GMT
28 New Diary Set up....Sucks 26/10/2004 15:08 GMT
29 Ann's Wedding 19/10/2004 10:20 GMT
30 N/A 12/10/2004 08:23 GMT
31 N/A 07/10/2004 11:33 GMT
32 Random s*** 28/09/2004 04:09 GMT
33 Alone 27/09/2004 03:52 GMT
34 "Japan 4" gig 24/09/2004 06:52 GMT
35 15th--> 23rd September 2004 23/09/2004 03:35 GMT
36 N/A 15/09/2004 01:44 GMT
37 Visiting Grandad 09/09/2004 08:48 GMT
38 After 7 Months.. its Over. 08/09/2004 08:49 GMT
39 N/A 25/08/2004 10:01 GMT
40 Update : met chris 13/08/2004 17:31 GMT
41 Failure by design 04/08/2004 13:43 GMT
42 Hang in there Char 30/07/2004 05:00 GMT
43 Just a short entry 28/07/2004 03:55 GMT
44 Long awaited entry.....sorry 19/07/2004 09:56 GMT
45 Cheating, Making up and overdoses 06/07/2004 05:49 GMT
46 I don’t know how I feel 25/06/2004 06:53 GMT
47 >Short Update 22/06/2004 09:03 GMT
48 Mum vs dad 21/06/2004 05:07 GMT
49 5 months with Gary. 17/06/2004 04:49 GMT
50 N/A 16/06/2004 08:10 GMT
51 N/A 14/06/2004 07:51 GMT
52 Cheat 13/06/2004 14:16 GMT
53 Update (how many of my entries are titled this!) 07/06/2004 08:17 GMT
54 my entry i wrote on the 1st June! 07/06/2004 03:09 GMT
55 N/A 17/05/2004 09:55 GMT
56 N/A 21/04/2004 13:19 GMT
57 N/A 19/04/2004 02:39 GMT
58 N/A 07/04/2004 02:12 GMT
59 Thats who they want me to be 01/04/2004 11:51 GMT
60 Y do things have2b so hard 24/03/2004 03:02 GMT
61 N/A 23/03/2004 14:59 GMT
62 Party 19/03/2004 03:18 GMT
63 2 Months today! 17/03/2004 06:24 GMT
64 N/A 15/03/2004 13:25 GMT
65 N/A 12/03/2004 05:04 GMT
66 Yeah, pointless again. 10/03/2004 03:38 GMT
67 Pointless Entry 09/03/2004 14:41 GMT
68 Yeah... 04/03/2004 12:20 GMT
69 To End it all. .. What a dream. 01/03/2004 13:25 GMT
70 My week 23/02/2004 04:09 GMT
71 Valentines Day 16/02/2004 02:10 GMT
72 Incubus 11/02/2004 02:34 GMT
73 Rock On nn/ (devil horns!) 10/02/2004 02:50 GMT
74 N/A 05/02/2004 12:31 GMT
75 mmmmm, Vimto 30/01/2004 06:30 GMT
76 N/A 22/01/2004 02:01 GMT
77 N/A 15/01/2004 11:06 GMT
78 N/A 12/01/2004 03:22 GMT
79 "Happy" new Year 01/01/2004 06:21 GMT
80 The "date" 27/12/2003 07:20 GMT
81 Following your dreams 26/12/2003 08:59 GMT
82 f*** off Xmas 22/12/2003 08:29 GMT
83 Stalker 17/12/2003 09:51 GMT
84 "Hell is for heroes" Concert 16/12/2003 03:24 GMT
85 Solitude (thanks Sarah) 10/12/2003 15:26 GMT
86 N/A 08/12/2003 13:37 GMT
87 My Email to Chris..... 01/12/2003 15:52 GMT
88 #-*-# 26/11/2003 14:01 GMT
89 N/A 24/11/2003 15:42 GMT
90 N/A 23/11/2003 14:42 GMT
91 Unitiled 21/11/2003 04:12 GMT
92 release... 19/11/2003 13:11 GMT
93 ..BOred 14/11/2003 06:35 GMT
94 Updates 12/11/2003 12:30 GMT
95 Evanescence Concert 05/11/2003 03:40 GMT
96 ..Funeral for a Friend.. 25/10/2003 09:53 GMT
97 fun weekend in London I guess 21/10/2003 14:45 GMT
98 Ive ruined so Much 15/10/2003 14:47 GMT
99 So .. Im runnin outta Titles 13/10/2003 14:39 GMT
100 Catch up.... 08/10/2003 12:33 GMT
101 www.faceparty.com/praynightfsll 03/10/2003 07:41 GMT
102 N/A 01/10/2003 13:49 GMT
103 " 28/09/2003 15:17 GMT
104 N/A 25/09/2003 18:25 GMT
105 Hate Mondays 22/09/2003 16:27 GMT
106 Um.. My Night 20/09/2003 08:46 GMT
107 Happy Birthday Honey x 16/09/2003 17:11 GMT
108 Title-less 14/09/2003 16:55 GMT
109 Missed entry 12/09/2003 15:55 GMT
110 07/09/2003 14:16 GMT
111 N/A 06/09/2003 18:51 GMT
112 Pirates... 06/09/2003 04:06 GMT
113 not much to write 04/09/2003 17:01 GMT
114 Pain 03/09/2003 16:34 GMT
115 Why do I bother 02/09/2003 15:50 GMT
116 infected 01/09/2003 15:06 GMT
117 Take me back to those days... 30/08/2003 17:11 GMT
118 Stinkin PC 29/08/2003 18:19 GMT
119 People Suck 28/08/2003 16:39 GMT
120 All American Rejects Gig ** 26/08/2003 07:25 GMT
121 font color=mediumorchid> Drunken Antics 24/08/2003 04:41 GMT
122 The ataris gig ..Wooo 21/08/2003 18:26 GMT
123 Life 17/08/2003 18:29 GMT
124 Every Step that I Take is Another Mistake 15/08/2003 15:08 GMT
125 Sun/mon 11/08/2003 15:09 GMT
126 Brush with Fame I guess 09/08/2003 16:47 GMT
127 27 Degrees 06/08/2003 15:50 GMT
128 Evanescence 05/08/2003 16:03 GMT
129 Another Convo 04/08/2003 13:28 GMT
130 Eventualy... 03/08/2003 06:15 GMT
131 *~ Alone ~* 02/08/2003 12:55 GMT
132 Alex (and 2day!) 01/08/2003 12:17 GMT
133 This is all coming out now 29/07/2003 12:14 GMT
134 My Day 28/07/2003 14:39 GMT
135 N/A 27/07/2003 11:12 GMT
136 N/A 25/07/2003 17:28 GMT
137 3 20/07/2003 13:03 GMT
138 Titles...im runnin out..what entry no is this? 20/07/2003 03:19 GMT
139 My Night... 19/07/2003 09:50 GMT
140 N/A 17/07/2003 07:39 GMT
141 Wednesday-------HURRY UP FRIDAY! 16/07/2003 06:19 GMT
142 I had such a great Night :) 14/07/2003 13:14 GMT
143 an Interesting Night 13/07/2003 06:32 GMT
144 N/A 11/07/2003 18:20 GMT
145 I hate it i hate it i hate it 09/07/2003 13:40 GMT
146 my night 06/07/2003 07:43 GMT
147 N/A 05/07/2003 13:27 GMT
148 today 03/07/2003 20:38 GMT
149 Drunken nights 01/07/2003 15:34 GMT
150 I messed up everything 28/06/2003 06:55 GMT
151 N/A 26/06/2003 15:04 GMT
152 N/A 21/06/2003 10:14 GMT
153 N/A 18/06/2003 16:04 GMT
154 My weekend 14/06/2003 09:59 GMT
155 The Lost Boy 11/06/2003 15:17 GMT
156 Last Night. 08/06/2003 07:52 GMT
157 OOOh, happy 07/06/2003 08:51 GMT
158 Last Night 06/06/2003 09:53 GMT
159 Entry 150.. ....i got this far? 01/06/2003 17:31 GMT
160 sorry 24/05/2003 03:17 GMT
161 My Night :) 16/05/2003 09:37 GMT
162 me against the world 15/05/2003 14:14 GMT
163 titles suck 14/05/2003 17:19 GMT
164 Confused 11/05/2003 16:58 GMT
165 so.. yeah 10/05/2003 15:24 GMT
166 N/A 08/05/2003 17:55 GMT
167 My Day.. 06/05/2003 15:47 GMT
168 long entry? 05/05/2003 16:43 GMT
169 My Night 03/05/2003 09:17 GMT
170 ..so yeah 28/04/2003 17:28 GMT
171 The Rev 25/04/2003 21:16 GMT
172 People 23/04/2003 07:52 GMT
173 OOOh im excited bout thursday 22/04/2003 16:39 GMT
174 Lunch at my Grans House 19/04/2003 18:01 GMT
175 I dont wanna go to Lunch 19/04/2003 05:21 GMT
176 i got my "Hell is for heros" Tickets 18/04/2003 13:32 GMT
177 I hate them all 17/04/2003 17:34 GMT
178 N/A 16/04/2003 18:34 GMT
179 My weekend 14/04/2003 14:10 GMT
180 InMe Concert 10/04/2003 17:09 GMT
181 Day 19 of the War 07/04/2003 14:52 GMT
182 MY s***ty weekend 06/04/2003 15:58 GMT
183 N/A 04/04/2003 16:05 GMT
184 N/A 03/04/2003 17:14 GMT
185 N/A 02/04/2003 15:08 GMT
186 My weekend 30/03/2003 14:26 GMT
187 N/A 29/03/2003 02:56 GMT
188 N/A 27/03/2003 17:55 GMT
189 War 25/03/2003 16:47 GMT
190 Yeah...so...Life sucks eh 25/03/2003 16:25 GMT
191 I got hit in the head with a DC! 22/03/2003 17:43 GMT
192 Megan Vs Gale 20/03/2003 17:17 GMT
193 Short entry 20/03/2003 16:46 GMT
194 Me :S 19/03/2003 17:07 GMT
195 Scampi... how many Kcals ? 19/03/2003 16:09 GMT
196 yeah...So..... Wot ? 18/03/2003 17:07 GMT
197 My s***ty Day 17/03/2003 16:17 GMT
198 Todays Fun :S 16/03/2003 18:14 GMT
199 My Weekend 16/03/2003 05:46 GMT
200 Death 14/03/2003 19:26 GMT
201 A turn in my Life ? 13/03/2003 06:51 GMT
202 am i nocturnal ? 10/03/2003 10:43 GMT
203 my night out ! yay 08/03/2003 06:11 GMT
204 i think i feel intimidated by them 04/03/2003 15:16 GMT
205 weekend went alright 03/03/2003 15:39 GMT
206 so.. yeah i had chinese tonight 28/02/2003 17:46 GMT
207 .....EnTrY 1o2 27/02/2003 14:36 GMT
208 101.......dalmations lol 26/02/2003 08:20 GMT
209 Entry 100, it aint nuthing special! 25/02/2003 16:57 GMT
210 I asked Her 24/02/2003 10:50 GMT
211 N/A 23/02/2003 15:38 GMT
212 N/A 23/02/2003 15:38 GMT
213 entry one for today 22/02/2003 11:06 GMT
214 Today.....was pretty normal 21/02/2003 18:51 GMT
215 My Birthday. 20/02/2003 17:38 GMT
216 so.. yeah 18/02/2003 16:13 GMT
217 training 17/02/2003 16:00 GMT
218 Soz for not Writing 16/02/2003 17:31 GMT
219 Bored at Work ... whats new 12/02/2003 10:21 GMT
220 hell is for heros gig in 3 days ! 10/02/2003 14:48 GMT
221 My day 09/02/2003 03:59 GMT
222 The Scottish Championshipd for Gymnastics :) 08/02/2003 08:30 GMT
223 I piss every one off. 06/02/2003 16:02 GMT
224 Quick one .. 05/02/2003 14:26 GMT
225 ...I need an Escape from Reality... 04/02/2003 15:19 GMT
226 entry no 2 for today 03/02/2003 16:04 GMT
227 Snow sucks 03/02/2003 10:35 GMT
228 Im Sorry. U shoudnt be friends with me 02/02/2003 16:11 GMT
229 Im losing count of entrys.. am i up to 80 yet ? 01/02/2003 08:04 GMT
230 Silence 31/01/2003 16:10 GMT
231 5 1/2 hours sleep... a Record. 29/01/2003 17:36 GMT
232 Sleep, i forgotton what it means 28/01/2003 16:52 GMT
233 If life was like a movie... 27/01/2003 17:43 GMT
234 N/A 27/01/2003 14:44 GMT
235 Entry no ?? 26/01/2003 15:46 GMT
236 not worthy of a title! 26/01/2003 07:16 GMT
237 Fat 25/01/2003 15:09 GMT
238 it took u this long to work that out 24/01/2003 16:25 GMT
239 Today ... (i need a new title) 23/01/2003 16:19 GMT
240 today sucked again 22/01/2003 14:23 GMT
241 Maybe im not a good enough Daughter?? 21/01/2003 16:11 GMT
242 The Weekend TVL festival 20/01/2003 14:59 GMT
243 Ill Tell U about it tomorrow 19/01/2003 15:30 GMT
244 Tomorrow 16/01/2003 13:44 GMT
245 I cant handle it 15/01/2003 15:51 GMT
246 Family Photo 15/01/2003 13:21 GMT
247 .. About me 14/01/2003 15:54 GMT
248 Today.......Long day 14/01/2003 08:25 GMT
249 Hunger Strikes 13/01/2003 15:40 GMT
250 so . . . . 13/01/2003 09:48 GMT
251 Pissin Me off 12/01/2003 15:26 GMT
252 I am running outta excuses now 11/01/2003 17:07 GMT
253 whats new. im a failure 11/01/2003 06:54 GMT
254 Whats new ? I am a Failure 11/01/2003 06:50 GMT
255 its lookin better every day 10/01/2003 16:56 GMT
256 "I must of missed that class" 09/01/2003 17:38 GMT
257 Whats New ? 09/01/2003 14:19 GMT
258 I am so f***in Sad. 08/01/2003 16:39 GMT
259 "em...... hmmm....... i dunno" -- Title By Chris 08/01/2003 13:39 GMT
260 Maybe Memories 07/01/2003 16:25 GMT
261 Why Bother ? 06/01/2003 15:50 GMT
262 Triplets 05/01/2003 17:18 GMT
263 Im Pissed Off 05/01/2003 05:40 GMT
264 another boring entry 04/01/2003 20:06 GMT
265 N/A 04/01/2003 12:14 GMT
266 I spent £200 today :( Im poor ! 04/01/2003 10:21 GMT
267 . 03/01/2003 13:54 GMT
268 Tired and bored 02/01/2003 18:18 GMT
269 Problemz 01/01/2003 16:29 GMT
270 New Years eve 31/12/2002 13:26 GMT
271 Today Sucked (whats new) 30/12/2002 14:32 GMT
272 Nameless entry 29/12/2002 18:33 GMT
273 N/A 29/12/2002 05:16 GMT
274 Friends 28/12/2002 12:04 GMT
275 This Diary thing is f***ed 28/12/2002 06:59 GMT
276 N/A 23/12/2002 15:54 GMT
277 Life is Good ! (hopefully it will stay that way!) 23/12/2002 13:28 GMT
278 Happy Happy Happy 20/12/2002 17:49 GMT
279 im Happy :) 18/12/2002 15:07 GMT
280 Another Boring Day 18/12/2002 14:47 GMT
281 Does Life Ever Get Better ? 17/12/2002 15:32 GMT
282 My Day.. 17/12/2002 13:15 GMT
283 ..Hey 16/12/2002 17:20 GMT
284 ..Today sucked (well for me) 15/12/2002 15:23 GMT
285 N/A 14/12/2002 12:47 GMT
286 ..Scottish Championships? 14/12/2002 06:15 GMT
287 ..Display Team 13/12/2002 16:13 GMT
288 Hell Is for Heros ROCKED! 12/12/2002 19:30 GMT
289 Why ? 11/12/2002 15:19 GMT
290 ..bordum is gonna kill me 11/12/2002 14:42 GMT
291 .......Hell is for Heros 11/12/2002 14:04 GMT
292 Dunno 11/12/2002 04:28 GMT
293 U dont know what youve got till its gone 10/12/2002 15:59 GMT
294 ...From best day to Worst 09/12/2002 17:29 GMT
295 I feel down 08/12/2002 17:21 GMT
296 N/A 07/12/2002 14:10 GMT
297 N/A 07/12/2002 14:10 GMT
298 ..Today.. 06/12/2002 15:58 GMT
299 ..Im ok .. :) 05/12/2002 07:39 GMT
300 Sleeping Disorders 04/12/2002 14:54 GMT
301 b o r d u m 04/12/2002 10:52 GMT
302 Parents.....Why ? 03/12/2002 16:06 GMT
303 work 03/12/2002 08:35 GMT
304 ..friends and life... 02/12/2002 16:11 GMT
305 : ) 02/12/2002 08:55 GMT
306 ....part 3 01/12/2002 17:47 GMT
307 ........more 01/12/2002 16:01 GMT
308 ........My Day .......it Sucked 01/12/2002 15:34 GMT